Wednesday, December 11, 2013
Friendless --- This surprise is all by design. There's nothing left to hide. Sensation is amiss. Knowing full well how much I've missed. Running a super model train. Grinding with these dumb teeth. With parts already gone. At an incredibly hard cost. Delusional Disillusion. Craving order and rule. Sunday sorrow plus one. Another weekend on the run. Never alone to form a thought. Without a single friend. The phone has stopped ringing. I understand it’s your party. Everyday is a new lesson. Only out for yourself. Forever clumsy sleep. Excessive weight lost in dead wait. Get there only wanting to leave. Left with stains on rough cheeks. Paid but not delivered. It isn't me and never was.